Is this my fate?

I hate this,
This sucks so much,
Do you even care anymore?
Do you ever stop to think,
Hmm this might actually end up hurting her in the long run,
Its not fair, at all, it hurts me so much more than you know,
I shouldn't have to put up with this,
I love you and wish you wouldn't do this to me,
I wish you could see,
The brokenness inside of me.