A Part..

A part of me wants the first one,
A part of me wants the next,
A part of me wants the ones in between,
A part of me wants the last.

A part of me wants a reason,
A part of me hides the truth,
A part of me is dying,
A part of me is missing you.

A part of me is filled with self-doubt,
A part of me wants to scream out,
A part of me is holding back,
A part of me wants to get out.

A part of me is uncertain,
A part of me is unclear,
A part of me wants to push you away,
A part of me is fear.

A part of me is loving,
A part of me is needing you near,
A part of me desires,
A part of me is tears.

A part of me is secrets,
A part of me is past,
A part of me is renewal,
A part of me is steadfast.

A part of me is victory,
A part of me is defeat,
A part of me is sometimes strong,
While the other part is weak.