Far Away From Here...

Anger hastens quickening tears,
Silence creeps over these years,
A stupid statement can't be true,
If it contradicts me and you,
"Home is where the heart is",
Well my heart's not here,
If home is where the heart is,
then what is this place I fear?
It's supposed to be comforting,
It's supposed to be dear,
Then why do my screams seem to say,
I wanna be far away from here.
I need a place, somewhere I look to,
For some reason, it's not with you,
I need someone to be close to me,
I long to have what we're supposed to be,
What other girls take for granted,
My heart aches for,
What they complain about,
I wish I had,
But that won't ever happen, it won't ever be,
Since it's too hard for you to love me.



*Written on 8/24/08.